RUI EN ; Helpless When She Smiles ; Nick Carter


Sunday, July 20, 2008


HEY!!

ANDREA FONSEKA has changed her chatbox(tagboard)!! Which means, I can start tagging there again. :D

Anyways. I changed URL because I changed my blogger account. The reason being that the gmail I used to sign in by the old account is giving me problems - no matter what I do. So I basically changed everything. :)

Til the next post, TAKE CARE Y'ALL! Will try to post often. =D

Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
3:32 PM


2nd July 2008



Been so busy(and a little lazy) to blog. And Andrea Fonseka's blog's tagboard has EXPIRED, so noone can tag her board. So bored.

Anyways. School started yesterday. Now, lessons are 2 to 5pm, Mondays to Saturdays. Yes, I can sleep later(not necessarily) and wake up later. But. I HAVE NO LIFE!! That's because my afternoons are taken up by the lessons. Not only that. There are mornings(not fixed) which I have to go to school for lessons for my FAILED module.

For my exams for last semester, I failed 1 module out of 3 modules. The 3 modules are Business Mathematics, English For Business and Managing People & Organization(MPO). And if you guessed that I fail the last one, YOU ARE RIGHT!! I failed my MOST HATED module. But I am sure this time around I would pass it. This semester I have 3 modules too - Financial Accounting(FA), Business Communication(BC) and Business Statistics(BStats). I should be able to do good for the first and the third. It is the second one - Business Communication - that I am a little worried. I am not good at communicating, or socializing. That is why I am worried. We'll see how. :)

In any case. Yesterday's and today's lesson on FA was good and interesting. I have no background on Accounting, so this is new to me. But based on the first two lessons so far, I feel FA is easier than Additional Math(A. Math). I sort of understand what is being taught. I am sure in time to come, I will be able to grasp everything(most, if not everything). :D

I had MPO lesson in the morning and will be having tomorrow too. I had some kind of mind map lesson(for my MPO) last week and monday too. I have 5 sessions more to go. And it definitely has helped me to remember MPO! =)


Well. That's all for today. Don't know when will be the next post. But until the next post, TAKE CARE Y'ALL! =D

Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
3:28 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008


3rd June 2008



Below is the video of my mum on Fashion Forward just now on channel 5. She's the last person interviewed. And she is wearing shades. :D

Happy watching. =)



Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
10:57 PM


19th April 2008



Had quite a nice and alright day today(better than most days). Cause I bought myself a pair of black high cut converse shoes. With my own money(not my mum's, which i usually ask her). From my pay!! So happy. :)

Start of the day was alright. Dog(mum's fiance's dog) was barking for awhile probably around 2-3am. Cause it was raining and the dog is scared of thunder(like WTH!!). And the incessant barking woke me up. Made me lose sleep. I haven't been sleeping enough(at least i feel this way). I have to wake up early everyday. I have school from Monday to Saturday(but from 930 to 1230), but I wake up at about 730 to 745 for breakfast then bathe(I have to shower before going out or I'll feel uncomfortable). After which, it's OFF TO SCHOOL.

Good thing is, I get a lift from my neighbour(only monday to friday, but there are times when she can't) to SIM HQ cause she needs to send her son to pre-school around Ngee Ann Poly area. From SIM HQ(Clementi Road), I take a bus to SIM MH(bus stop along Dunearn Road, building at Namly Avenue). But I HAVE TO cross the bridge(simply hate it, especially in the mornings).Anyways. This morning, my domestic helper(maid. also my alarm, to make sure I wake up) woke me up late at 750. So I took a cab to school. Thank goodness it's saturday, so I don't have to pay the surcharge as well. Taxi fares are increasing and I HATE IT. I'm not rich, ya know(but I wish I am). :(

Reached school at about 9 so I had half an hour to kill before lecture starts. Lesson was alright today and as usual, the lecturer was sarcastic(and I laughed a lot). After class, I went to Queensway Shopping Centre(haven't been there for months) with a classmate(she's from China). We always laugh everyday, cause sometimes I say something wrongly in chinese(I'm pathetic at chinese but at least I can speak, read and write). I foresee that my chinese should improve by the time I graduate from this Diploma.

Continuing. Once we reached there, we ate at Mac's(she didn't wanna eat KFC. n I'm a KFC freak. therefore I have a little tummy that is growing each day if I don't stop eating junk too much and exercise. I NEED AN EXERCISE PARTNER!). After eating our lunch, we went to converse shop(we both want to buy converse. It's just so comfortable. and RUI EN wears converse too!). So in the end, I bought a pair of black high cut converse shoes. She bought a pair too(but I forgot which pair, as I have ESTM(extreme short term memory)). After buying what we wanted, we cabbed home(separate cabs. she lives in Bukit Merah area but I live in Pasir Panjang).

Reached home abt 230. So i surfed the net in my room(with air conditioner, of course. i get hot easily), til about 515. Then I quickly changed(as I was to meet a friend at 545 at Orchard control station to return her bag). I surfed the net til I forgot about the time. So. I cabbed again to meet her. A total of cabbing 3 times. If I continue like this, I will be bankrupt soon. LOL! Met my friend, returned her bag and it's bus journey back home. 3 buses. I have bus concession, so it's ok to take bus so many times. Hee. :)

I feel that I'm like RUI EN in some ways(too lazy to mention all). For one, we are of the same height(around 168, 169). Second, we are both "zhai nv"(girls that like to stay at home). Don't feel like mentioning the rest. I'm just EXTREMELY TIRED. My eyes are closing like anytime soon(seriously). Somebody please save me. Either RUI EN or ANDREA FONSEKA, if possible. LOL! Hee. :)

OK. I know. I just had to mention either RUI EN or ANDREA(or BOTH!). I'm just admiring them a lot. One for being similar as me(personality wise), and more(which I don't feel like mentioning). And the other for being Eurasian(or mixed) like me(and more, which I don't feel like mentioning as well). Please excuse me if I mention about either or BOTH of them in my upcoming posts. Cause after all, this is MY blog. And I really admire them a lot.

My mum still don't know I bought the shoes. I have like between 4 to 7 pairs. Like "WOW".


Anyways. Below are 2 pictures of me: one was taken on 1 December(my hair was very short. cut it 1 to 3 days before the picture was taken) and the other was taken minutes before uploading it here(the last time I cut my hair was like before the 1 December picture).

taufik is the only separating factor between ME n RUI EN :(




I know i still look like a boy(but not so much like the picture above). But at least it's growing. :)





Til the next post, BYE BYE! Adiós(spanish for goodbye). Arrivederci(italian for goodbye). Au revoir(french for goodbye). Adeus(portuguese for goodbye). 再见(not forgetting chinese as well). Take care. It's 1140pm. I'm worn out. Time for me to hit the sack. :)

Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
10:52 PM


15th April 2008



Life is a journey.. You decide how you want to go about it.. Sometimes, you don't even know what to do..

"Helpless When She Smiles"

I'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
A reckless ride
In the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain
Is all I wanna feel
She'll dance away just like a child
She drives me crazy
Drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles


"Treat Me Right"

Tell me why you say that you want me
All you ever do girl is push all my buttons
You always bring me down in public
When nobody's around you say that you love me
Make me say oh no
I see you all alone
I'm halfway out the door
Unless you turn around
And treat me right


"Nowhere To Go"

Save me I'm falling again
Keep me from breakin' in a million pieces
In the end no matter what I do
There's nowhere, nowhere to go


"Missing You"

Oh baby, I'm missing you
We used to love so strong
Tell me where did we go wrong
Oh baby, I'm missing you
They say I'll learn to forget
But it sure ain't happened yet


"Over Her"

Am I over her? (am I over her?)
Am I over her?
Am I over her?
Tell me am I really over my my love (am I over her?)
I can't think straight
Cause I'm too busy thinking of her
Am I really over my love?


Ever felt helpless? Felt like you weren't treated as well as you should be? Felt empty? Confused? Alone? Be it in a relationship and all that, there are always problems.. But always know, that there is someone out there, somewhere, who likes(or even loves) you.. Whether a stranger, or relative, or someone you know, or that geeky/nerdy guy(or girl)..

Don't judge things as it is.. For example, judging a person from his/her appearance.. A person may be ugly(in your eyes, or REALLY UGLY), but deep down inside, he/she may have a very good heart.. SO.. STOP judging a person based on looks, when looking for a partner.. It's the INSIDE(not inside as in under the clothes, but deep inside the HEART) that counts..

Also.. When you feel lonely(like noone cares or such), talk to God(or someone that you trust if you're not a Christian).. Such as counsellors, psychiatrists or such.. This helps.. Keeping everything to yourself will only harm you(as it can lead to mental illnesses)..

I know this is like the first time(maybe in a long time), i'm writing like this.. But.. I just had this sudden URGE.. To just blog about this.. Probably cause I feel Andrea Fonseka writes very well in her blog(i'm saying PROBABLY.. MAYBE).. Maybe not.. But I admit.. I kinda admire her(and other celebs - which some of my friends know who, and maybe you do too).. Yes, RUI EN is one of them.. But this does not mean i'm gay.. Maybe a little.. I believe everyone has a little gayness in them..

I'm just so envious of people(basically Eurasians in my case) like Andrea (Veronica) Fonseka, Jaymee Ong, Maggie Q and so on.. I'm Eurasian too, if y'all don't know.. Cause I wanna get into the showbiz industry.. I wanna be one of those Eurasian celebrities.. Not because I want fame.. I just love showbiz.. I've always wanted to be either a singer or actress or BOTH(like RUI EN.. hee.. sorry.. couldn'y resist typing her name).. I also admire Andrea cause i saw the advertisement for episode 6 of EnBloc and it was her acting crying(as her character Cindy for the show).. I just wonder.. How do they act so well in crying? RUI EN too(ok, i'll stop about her).. Sometimes, my best friends and I will play acting.. And when I wanna try to act to cry, I just simply cant..I'll just break into laughter.. I'm not that good at acting.. But hey, at least I can act..

Maybe i'm gonna start blogging posts that are like compositions or essays.. I don't know.. But if I do, it will definitely help me in writing good essays.. Especially for English For Business.. I'm glad I got out of Republic Polytechnic and took Diploma in Management Studies(FULL-TIME) in SIM..

I'm definitely more hardworking now.. And I simply LOVE this course and my new classmates(those that i made friends with and talk to).. I'm definitely a little more outgoing now(compared to secondary school and poly days).. I used to be super INTROVERT(and loner).. Still am now.. As in I prefer being alone at home doing my thing.. It's good have time for yourself.. To think and reflect about things.. That is one thing(out of many things) that i feel I'm like RUI EN.. Ok, I'll stop talking about RUI EN.. For now..


WOW!! This is one heck of a blog post.. Sorry if I bore you with this.. It's MY blog.. So if you like it, THANK YOU.. And feel free to tag and/or comment.. If you don't like it, then it's alright too.. Criticize all you want.. I've never written such a long post before.. Maybe I've changed(maybe a little, but it's also considered a change).. I don't know.. I feel so good and refreshed now..

By the way, the lyrics at the beginning are all from BACKSTREET BOYS songs.. Don't know when I'll post again.. But til then, TAKE CARE!! :)



How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives. -Annie Dillard

It is not length of life, but depth of life. -Ralph Waldo Emerson

Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get. -Forest Gump

Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring. -Oscar Wilde

Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once. -Lillian Dickson
Life is the sum of all your choices. -Albert Camus

Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
10:44 PM