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Tuesday, August 26, 2008


There. A pic of my new hair color. I dyed my eyebrow too. It's lighter and better now. It used to be really dark black. :)



Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
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Thursday, August 21, 2008


Today is a HAPPY DAY for me. This is because it's my birthday and I am 1 year older. Hahah. ;)

Quite a number of people sms-ed me and wished me "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" and also in facebook and friendster. Did not celebrate. As this year ain't important. And I wanna concentrate on my studies. :)

Also. Thank you, Tanat. You even stated on your blog. See ya. =)



P.S. I'm gonna DYE my hair on monday with my darling mummy dearest. =D

Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
4:30 PM

Wednesday, August 6, 2008


Have you ever felt so down that you wanted to take your own life? Have you ever fel so alone that you feel better off dead rather than alive?

That's what I feel. At times. Especially during the weekend. I was EXTREMELY SICK, but I still had to go to school. Til about 8 on Friday. There seem to be endless NEGATIVITY around me. I try to be POSITIVE but I just can't. Try as hard as I can, but I just can't. I need MORE POSITIVITY and LESS NEGATIVITY around me.

Let me just end off with the lyrics to a song by Simple Plan. Welcome To My Life.



"Welcome To My Life"


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
12:20 PM