RUI EN ; Helpless When She Smiles ; Nick Carter


Saturday, July 19, 2008


19th April 2008



Had quite a nice and alright day today(better than most days). Cause I bought myself a pair of black high cut converse shoes. With my own money(not my mum's, which i usually ask her). From my pay!! So happy. :)

Start of the day was alright. Dog(mum's fiance's dog) was barking for awhile probably around 2-3am. Cause it was raining and the dog is scared of thunder(like WTH!!). And the incessant barking woke me up. Made me lose sleep. I haven't been sleeping enough(at least i feel this way). I have to wake up early everyday. I have school from Monday to Saturday(but from 930 to 1230), but I wake up at about 730 to 745 for breakfast then bathe(I have to shower before going out or I'll feel uncomfortable). After which, it's OFF TO SCHOOL.

Good thing is, I get a lift from my neighbour(only monday to friday, but there are times when she can't) to SIM HQ cause she needs to send her son to pre-school around Ngee Ann Poly area. From SIM HQ(Clementi Road), I take a bus to SIM MH(bus stop along Dunearn Road, building at Namly Avenue). But I HAVE TO cross the bridge(simply hate it, especially in the mornings).Anyways. This morning, my domestic helper(maid. also my alarm, to make sure I wake up) woke me up late at 750. So I took a cab to school. Thank goodness it's saturday, so I don't have to pay the surcharge as well. Taxi fares are increasing and I HATE IT. I'm not rich, ya know(but I wish I am). :(

Reached school at about 9 so I had half an hour to kill before lecture starts. Lesson was alright today and as usual, the lecturer was sarcastic(and I laughed a lot). After class, I went to Queensway Shopping Centre(haven't been there for months) with a classmate(she's from China). We always laugh everyday, cause sometimes I say something wrongly in chinese(I'm pathetic at chinese but at least I can speak, read and write). I foresee that my chinese should improve by the time I graduate from this Diploma.

Continuing. Once we reached there, we ate at Mac's(she didn't wanna eat KFC. n I'm a KFC freak. therefore I have a little tummy that is growing each day if I don't stop eating junk too much and exercise. I NEED AN EXERCISE PARTNER!). After eating our lunch, we went to converse shop(we both want to buy converse. It's just so comfortable. and RUI EN wears converse too!). So in the end, I bought a pair of black high cut converse shoes. She bought a pair too(but I forgot which pair, as I have ESTM(extreme short term memory)). After buying what we wanted, we cabbed home(separate cabs. she lives in Bukit Merah area but I live in Pasir Panjang).

Reached home abt 230. So i surfed the net in my room(with air conditioner, of course. i get hot easily), til about 515. Then I quickly changed(as I was to meet a friend at 545 at Orchard control station to return her bag). I surfed the net til I forgot about the time. So. I cabbed again to meet her. A total of cabbing 3 times. If I continue like this, I will be bankrupt soon. LOL! Met my friend, returned her bag and it's bus journey back home. 3 buses. I have bus concession, so it's ok to take bus so many times. Hee. :)

I feel that I'm like RUI EN in some ways(too lazy to mention all). For one, we are of the same height(around 168, 169). Second, we are both "zhai nv"(girls that like to stay at home). Don't feel like mentioning the rest. I'm just EXTREMELY TIRED. My eyes are closing like anytime soon(seriously). Somebody please save me. Either RUI EN or ANDREA FONSEKA, if possible. LOL! Hee. :)

OK. I know. I just had to mention either RUI EN or ANDREA(or BOTH!). I'm just admiring them a lot. One for being similar as me(personality wise), and more(which I don't feel like mentioning). And the other for being Eurasian(or mixed) like me(and more, which I don't feel like mentioning as well). Please excuse me if I mention about either or BOTH of them in my upcoming posts. Cause after all, this is MY blog. And I really admire them a lot.

My mum still don't know I bought the shoes. I have like between 4 to 7 pairs. Like "WOW".


Anyways. Below are 2 pictures of me: one was taken on 1 December(my hair was very short. cut it 1 to 3 days before the picture was taken) and the other was taken minutes before uploading it here(the last time I cut my hair was like before the 1 December picture).

taufik is the only separating factor between ME n RUI EN :(




I know i still look like a boy(but not so much like the picture above). But at least it's growing. :)





Til the next post, BYE BYE! Adiós(spanish for goodbye). Arrivederci(italian for goodbye). Au revoir(french for goodbye). Adeus(portuguese for goodbye). 再见(not forgetting chinese as well). Take care. It's 1140pm. I'm worn out. Time for me to hit the sack. :)

Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
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