Ever felt helpless? Felt like you weren't treated as well as you should be? Felt empty? Confused? Alone? Be it in a relationship and all that, there are always problems.. But always know, that there is someone out there, somewhere, who likes(or even loves) you.. Whether a stranger, or relative, or someone you know, or that geeky/nerdy guy(or girl)..
Don't judge things as it is.. For example, judging a person from his/her appearance.. A person may be ugly(in your eyes, or REALLY UGLY), but deep down inside, he/she may have a very good heart.. SO.. STOP judging a person based on looks, when looking for a partner.. It's the INSIDE(not inside as in under the clothes, but deep inside the HEART) that counts..
Also.. When you feel lonely(like noone cares or such), talk to God(or someone that you trust if you're not a Christian).. Such as counsellors, psychiatrists or such.. This helps.. Keeping everything to yourself will only harm you(as it can lead to mental illnesses)..
I know this is like the first time(maybe in a long time), i'm writing like this.. But.. I just had this sudden URGE.. To just blog about this.. Probably cause I feel Andrea Fonseka writes very well in her blog(i'm saying PROBABLY.. MAYBE).. Maybe not.. But I admit.. I kinda admire her(and other celebs - which some of my friends know who, and maybe you do too).. Yes, RUI EN is one of them.. But this does not mean i'm gay.. Maybe a little.. I believe everyone has a little gayness in them..
I'm just so envious of people(basically Eurasians in my case) like Andrea (Veronica) Fonseka, Jaymee Ong, Maggie Q and so on.. I'm Eurasian too, if y'all don't know.. Cause I wanna get into the showbiz industry.. I wanna be one of those Eurasian celebrities.. Not because I want fame.. I just love showbiz.. I've always wanted to be either a singer or actress or BOTH(like RUI EN.. hee.. sorry.. couldn'y resist typing her name).. I also admire Andrea cause i saw the advertisement for episode 6 of EnBloc and it was her acting crying(as her character Cindy for the show).. I just wonder.. How do they act so well in crying? RUI EN too(ok, i'll stop about her).. Sometimes, my best friends and I will play acting.. And when I wanna try to act to cry, I just simply cant..I'll just break into laughter.. I'm not that good at acting.. But hey, at least I can act..
Maybe i'm gonna start blogging posts that are like compositions or essays.. I don't know.. But if I do, it will definitely help me in writing good essays.. Especially for English For Business.. I'm glad I got out of Republic Polytechnic and took Diploma in Management Studies(FULL-TIME) in SIM..
I'm definitely more hardworking now.. And I simply LOVE this course and my new classmates(those that i made friends with and talk to).. I'm definitely a little more outgoing now(compared to secondary school and poly days).. I used to be super INTROVERT(and loner).. Still am now.. As in I prefer being alone at home doing my thing.. It's good have time for yourself.. To think and reflect about things.. That is one thing(out of many things) that i feel I'm like RUI EN.. Ok, I'll stop talking about RUI EN.. For now..
WOW!! This is one heck of a blog post.. Sorry if I bore you with this.. It's MY blog.. So if you like it, THANK YOU.. And feel free to tag and/or comment.. If you don't like it, then it's alright too.. Criticize all you want.. I've never written such a long post before.. Maybe I've changed(maybe a little, but it's also considered a change).. I don't know.. I feel so good and refreshed now..
By the way, the lyrics at the beginning are all from BACKSTREET BOYS songs.. Don't know when I'll post again.. But til then, TAKE CARE!! :)
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