RUI EN ; Helpless When She Smiles ; Nick Carter


Monday, June 15, 2009


I'm EMO-ing. Don't know why. It's a pile up of many things. Mum, friends (not close friends), studies, etc. I actually wanted to type a long post. Now, the words just can't seem to flow out of me. RUI EN, I need you. No, I want to see you again. You're probably the only one now who can cheer me up FULLY.

Chalet was fun!! 11 to 13 June. RUI EN FC chalet!! Thank you very much, committee and Xin Yi for organizing this. I made many new friends. And I remembered when YOU came. Mich didn't believe me, HAHAH! But saw you when we went out of the bungalow. I don't lie/joke about this ok, Michelle. HAHAHAH! LOL! ;)

Been emo-ing since I got back from China. But am feeling better now after seeing HER that night. She's just too cute, her expressions, actions and all. I LOVE the "EN" tattoo!! I'm so gonna get one. When I finally have the courage to stand the pain. I LOVE tattoos. But still haven't got the courage to do one. It's not cuz of her that I wanna do "EN". My chinese name also have "EN". 陈美恩 is my chinese name. Very girlie name, I know. :)

If only I can harden myself and be independent and all like my mum and RUI EN. I probably wouldn't be feeling this way. As though I'm falling into depression. But not that bad. Haiz. :(

EN, oh EN. I wanna see you.

P.S. You better tell me asap and get it over with asap. You know who you are. No use running away or avoiding it. It'll come right back to you when you least expect it or something. My patience is running low. You have til this Saturday to tell me or you'll get the bad side of me. No longer nice Naomi. I mean it!

Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
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