We are not forcing you to apologize to HER. She actually apologized during Chalet but that is not the matter. I also want to continue this friendship but I've been feeling down, even before my trip to China, so I haven't been thinking straight or having a good night's sleep. I apologize if I ever sounded harsh in my posts. That's just so me. Apologizing to people, whether I'm wrong or right. Cuz I dun like quarrels or such. But life's not all smooth-sailing. I wish it is though.
I'm sure you know even before my trip that I dun like all these negative things. Yeah, it's occasionally stupid mistakes that ruin friendships/relationships. My thinking is like yours, but in my case, I would not go for the China trip, which may result in me stopping you from making that mistake. Cuz I seriously hate ending friendships. It makes me depressed just by thinking of it. I also don't know how I want to deal with this shit. I just hope that from now on, whenever we meet/see one another, we'll be like acquaintances and not feel weird or awkward ok?
I really hate all these shit. I myself don't know what or how to think anymore. Been feeling moody for these few weeks. Even she can sense, though we bunk in same room, and didn't dare like talk to me after buying KFC that afternoon. But by the time SHE came, I cheered up for that period. After that, back to moody me. Guess it's also lack of sleep that's getting to me.
Guess this is one reason why I love being alone. Happy Loner. Like HER. Not much problems. I hate problems. Seriously. That's why I suck at being a leader or sort. I sorta like to run away from them. But it'll only get bigger. So most of the time, I try to get done and over with the problem.
I think we should just give one another time to cool down and think things through. When we have thought things through, we shall talk again. But no more blaming or whatsoever, just about what are we going to do about this friendship. WE (yes, me and her) really don't want this friendship to vanish just like that. Haiz. I can't think. Seriously. Let's just have a cooling down period for now. Enjoy your holidays. We may meet soon again, but no hard feelings ok? Anyways. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Let's just try to be stronger after each problem faced, just like HER ok? I know it's hard. But we HAVE TO TRY. :)
Naomi Tan Dallee blogged at
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Naomi Tan Dallee
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